This sucks. This really %*#*ing sucks. It’s another one of those things I’ve known about for a while now but haven’t written about.
As I’ve mentioned in the recent past it was around a year ago that I went bonkers. Most people didn’t know what to think and responded to me with anger. I can’t say that I blame them. There was one person though that saw what was going on. She didn’t speak up at first and I’m not sure if it was because she wasn’t sure what to say or because she thought I would just snap out of it. Either way, one day Synthia told me “Tony, you really need to get help. There is something wrong and you need help.” She has always been willing to listen to me when I needed to talk and I’ve tried to do the same for her. Hell, there are things I’ve told her I couldn’t tell my wife!
So what sucks? She’s moving! It’s time for her to be closer to her daughter so she needs to move. Although we’ll stay in touch, as much as people do when friends have to move away, it won’t be the same. This hurts and it really sucks.
